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Perception - Think About it...

2010-01-27T16:26:00.000-06:00

True Story

A man at a metro station in Washington started to play violin;

He played for about 45 minutes.

During that time, thousands of people went by.

A man stopped for a while and moved on.

The violinist received his first dollar tip:

A woman threw coins and walked away.

The most attention was paid by a 3 year old boy.

His mother pushed hard and the boy had to walk away.

This was repeated by several other children.

In the 45 minutes only 6 people stopped .

He collected $32. When he finished , no one noticed .

No one applauded, nor was there any recognition.

No one knew that the violinist was Joshua Bell, the best violinist in the
world.

He played with a violin worth $ 3.5 million .

Two days before , Joshua Bell sold out at a theater in Boston and the seats
average $100.

He got a standing ovation.

Joshua Bell playing incognito was organized by Washington Post as part of
an experiment about perception, taste and priorities of people.

Conclusions from this experience was:
If we do not have a moment to stop and listen to one of the best musicians
in the world, how many other things are we missing?

Promise 222

2008-12-26T21:17:00.004-06:00

I call this "Promise 222" because I feel like God just spoke to me through this scripture...I have added what I felt about this passage and then added the verses.

I will have to say that this is my scripture for 2008...or maybe it is a reminder for 2009...

II Samuel 22

God has delivered me from MY enemies, HE is MY rock, shield, salvation, high tower, refuge, MY SAVIOR, HE saves me from harm (spiritually and naturally) I will call on God in my trouble and I WILL BE (HAVE BEEN) saved from my enemies. I've got to praise Him!!

And David spake unto the LORD the words of this song in the day that the LORD had delivered him out of the hand of all his enemies, and out of the hand of Saul:

2And he said, The LORD is my rock, and my fortress, and my deliverer;

3The God of my rock; in him will I trust: he is my shield, and the horn of my salvation, my high tower, and my refuge, my saviour; thou savest me from violence.

4I will call on the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies.

During this year, when I felt enveloped by so many different things, when difficulties came my way, when I felt I could go no further, I called upon GOD!! HE was right there!! He made changes, he swept down and delivered me, he stopped the powers of the devil, he made a way, he Helped me!! He did WHATEVER it took to stop the powers of hell from swallowing me up! PRAISE GOD!!

5When the waves of death compassed me, the floods of ungodly men made me afraid;

6The sorrows of hell compassed me about; the snares of death prevented me;

7In my distress I called upon the LORD, and cried to my God: and he did hear my voice out of his temple, and my cry did enter into his ears.

PRAISE GOD!! GLORY BE TO GOD!!!--- Look what he does!!

8Then the earth shook and trembled; the foundations of heaven moved and shook, because he was wroth.

9There went up a smoke out of his nostrils, and fire out of his mouth devoured: coals were kindled by it.

10He bowed the heavens also, and came down; and darkness was under his feet.

11And he rode upon a cherub, and did fly: and he was seen upon the wings of the wind.

12And he made darkness pavilions round about him, dark waters, and thick clouds of the skies.

13Through the brightness before him were coals of fire kindled.

14The LORD thundered from heaven, and the most High uttered his voice.

15And he sent out arrows, and scattered them; lightning, and discomfited them.

16And the channels of the sea appeared, the foundations of the world were discovered, at the rebuking of the LORD, at the blast of the breath of his nostrils.

17He sent from above, he took me; he drew me out of many waters;

18He delivered me from my strong enemy, and from them that hated me: for they were too strong for me.

19They prevented me in the day of my calamity: but the LORD was my stay.

My God has delivered me in the midst of a "for my good" year (thanks Jackie - Rom 8:28)...He has changed me, helped me grow, established me through this year!

20He brought me forth also into a large place: he delivered me, because he delighted in me.

21The LORD rewarded me according to my righteousness: according to the cleanness of my hands hath he recompensed me.

22For I have kept the ways of the LORD, and have not wickedly departed from my God.

23For all his judgments were before me: and as for his statutes, I did not depart from them.

24I was also upright before him, and have kept myself from mine iniquity.

25 Therefore the LORD hath recompensed me according to my righteousness; according to my cleanness in his eye sight.

26With the merciful thou wilt shew thyself merciful, and with the upright man thou wilt shew thyself upright.

27With the pure thou wilt shew thyself pure; and with the froward thou wilt shew thyself unsavoury.

28And the afflicted people thou wilt save: but thine eyes are upon the haughty, that thou mayest bring them down.

29For thou art my lamp, O LORD: and the LORD will lighten my darkness.

30 For by thee I have run through a troop: by my God have I leaped over a wall.

31As for God, his way is perfect; the word of the LORD is tried: he is a buckler to all them that trust in him.
32For who is God, save the LORD? and who is a rock, save our God?

33God is my strength and power: and he maketh my way perfect.

34He maketh my feet like hinds' feet: and setteth me upon my high places.

35He teacheth my hands to war; so that a bow of steel is broken by mine arms.

36Thou hast also given me the shield of thy salvation: and thy gentleness hath made me great.

37Thou hast enlarged my steps under me; so that my feet did not slip.

38I have pursued mine enemies, and destroyed them; and turned not again until I had consumed them.

39And I have consumed them, and wounded them, that they could not arise: yea, they are fallen under my feet.

40For thou hast girded me with strength to battle: them that rose up against me hast thou subdued under me.
41Thou hast also given me the necks of mine enemies, that I might destroy them that hate me.

42They looked, but there was none to save; even unto the LORD, but he answered them not.

43Then did I beat them as small as the dust of the earth, I did stamp them as the mire of the street, and did spread them abroad.

44Thou also hast delivered me from the strivings of my people, thou hast kept me to be head of the heathen: a people which I knew not shall serve me.

45Strangers shall submit themselves unto me: as soon as they hear, they shall be obedient unto me.

46Strangers shall fade away, and they shall be afraid out of their close places.

47The LORD liveth; and blessed be my rock; and exalted be the God of the rock of my salvation.

48It is God that avengeth me, and that bringeth down the people under me.

49And that bringeth me forth from mine enemies: thou also hast lifted me up on high above them that rose up against me: thou hast delivered me from the violent man.

50Therefore I will give thanks unto thee, O LORD, among the heathen, and I will sing praises unto thy name.

51He is the tower of salvation for his king: and sheweth mercy to his anointed, unto David, and to his seed for evermore.

PRAISE GOD!! HE is truly our God!

Zech 13:9 - He will be our God and we will be His people!! Isn't that awesome!! Think about it! WOW!!

I am living the best years of my life

2008-11-25T23:03:00.001-06:00

God, I believe, blessed me with that thought on Sunday. I am truly living THE BEST years of my life. Is everything just perfect, is everything EXACTLY the way I want it, is my life where I thought it would be? NO. But I know I am living the best years of my life, right now. I am learning to live in and love the present; life is each day that we live, it is today, not ten years ago or five years in the future. Life is what is happening to me now, not what I am hoping for in the next five or ten years. Life is definitely what I make it, if I don’t like it, I need to make some changes. They might not happen over night, and there are some things we cannot control, but if, at the least, I can always change my attitude toward my life, it will be better. That is one main lesson I have learned THIS year. I can be “livin’ the best of life” or I can live in regret, every day of my life, for the rest of my life.

One of the best changes I made with my life was to give it to the One who has it all in control, the One who loves me (so much) and is concerned about where I am headed. The One who sacrificed HIS LIFE, so I could REALLY live and enjoy mine! (John 10:10) A change into Jesus Christ, that is making a change for the best. I’ve learned a lot with Him and we have been through some rough times, but it has been all good and I love Him a whole lot more than I did ten years ago.

So on my 28th birthday, I know I am in the best years of my life despite:
o Bad decisions I have made in my past
o Situations I wish I could do over
o My current circumstances that I wished I could’ve changed yesterday
o Some painful mistakes and choices
o The dreams and goals for my life that have yet to be fulfilled
o Opportunities lost
o Experiences gained

I have some great things going on in my life:
o Immediate (my mom, dad and sis) and extended family that love me and want what is best for me (even though we may not spend time with each other, as often as we would like)
o A really awesome group of friends that inspire and encourage me to do well and please God (love ya’ll!)
o A church community and fellowship (they are doing some great things and I love to be around them!)
o A job (it pays my bills (needs) – and some of my wants…PTL) my boss and the people are great!! (For my b-day somebody (I think my boss – or hers – still don’t know who) got cupcakes for me and everyone signed a card…they don’t normally do that…I am so thankful!!)
o A reliable car (ahh…the freedom)
o Strength for today (to do what I need to do)
o Hope for tomorrow (I’ve got some exciting plans for my life -- LW!)
o Clothes and food (oh yeah…LOL!!)
o A desire to please God in every aspect of my life and power to live free from sin, everyday (only by the grace of God…)
o Opportunity to be around young people (teens) who challenge and help me fulfill God’s plan for my life (you ALL are just GREAT, I love you all - thanks!)

LW, I hope to continue to keep this mindset, and five years from now, will still be able to say – “I’m living the best years of my life.”

Where We're Going...

2008-11-08T23:16:00.004-06:00

-----NOVEMBER 4, 2008-----
I, along with some of my friends, went downtown Chicago to participate in the election rally for President Elect Barack Obama. I was excited beyond measure.

Earlier that day, I, like many fellow Americans, prayerfully cast my vote on whom I thought would be best. I, like I have done for the past nine years, made my most educated decision, basing my decision on many issues that affect the community and social circles I interact with. Like, as with the two presidential elections prior, I voted for the democratic candidate, as I feel that the democratic party candidate is the best for this position.

For the other offices listed on my ballot, I made choices that I thought were best based on the knowledge I had of the candidates and the issues that are within their control: some for the green party, some for the independent party, and yes, I even voted for one in the republican party. I have heard people make comments throughout this election year that implies or outright states, that many black people voted for Barack Obama solely because he was black. That idea would have NEVER even crossed my mind. I feel that the idea that I would vote for anyone solely on the basis of their color is demeaning to my intelligence.

The fact that the democratic candidate was a black man gave me much pride and inspiration. Being only 40-50 years out of the blatant racism (believe me, there is underline racism that is still strong...) exhibited in many parts of our country towards blacks in America, I knew that if he won, this would be history. It was something we've always talked about, but I guess I never believed it would happen...not now, not while I was still young!

As the hours wore on and we listened to the states that Obama or McCain had won our anticipation grew...what would be the outcome? As I looked at those fellow Election rally attendees, I saw many people (and talked to some, or overheard their conversations): A mother with her young daughter, a father with his daughter on his shoulders, a group of college age students, a young couple, a family, people who just came from work, others from out of state. The diversity was awesome! White, Black, Hispanic, Asian, Middle Eastern, young and old all wanting and waiting for a change. It seemed like it happened so quick...one minute we were looking at the electoral votes climbing and hearing cheers or boos as the states were being estimated, the next..the decision had been made.

I was standing with Jackie, Clare, Trese, we were in a place where it was difficult to see the screen. (Though we were in the next section by the VIP area (where Mr. Obama said his speech), we were in the back and they had a VERY large screen set up for us to see CNN.) I would randomly stand on my tip toes to see the screen when the crowd would let us know something was happening (cheers, boos, countdown...) I will NEVER forget, I looked at the screen (after hearing the crowd countdown) and it said "BARACK OBAMA ELECTED PRESIDENT" I screamed and jumped up and down, and kept doing it. Earlier that day, I thought I was going to cry at that moment...but I couldn't I was too happy, too stunned, too excited, too overwhelmed! I just kept screaming and jumping up and down, hugging those around me and screaming some more!!

(I found this video on YouTube that will help you feel the emotions that I felt at that moment (no one in our group was recording at the moment), I was farther back then where the person captured this at - only way to tell was by the large flags that were scattered among the crowd - at that time we were to the right of the the 2nd or 3rd flag - but the atmosphere was the same throughout!)

I was so happy. Never more happy, proud and glad to be an American citizen, to be a BLACK American citizen! Yes, never before in MY life did I feel the feelings that I felt that night. Here I was, a part of the "young generation", those who had not seen the blatant racism (being called nigger - though I have been called that before, not being able to vote, not being able to eat at certain restaurants, not using certain water fountains, restricted from certain schools and the list could go on.), those who yet have a hope for cultures and ethnicities to be able get along and intermingle with each other and yet still be proud of their original racial heritage. Not letting race be a sole factor of our decisions and moving toward a better society.

I understood that what had just happened around me was the first step in good and better things for race in America. Do I believe that since Obama is in office that things will change overnight for America? No, but I understand for America to make their choice clear (VERY CLEAR - Electoral votes: 364 - OBAMA and 163 - McCAIN), it wasn't just Black people that voted Obama in office. It wasn't just White people, it was many different people together, with the same desire in mind: CHANGE. Change to work together to make things better for ourselves and others, working together to help our fellow Americans, not being selfish about what and where I have gotten, have a heart of love towards those less fortunate. I understand that many people's sweat, tears and blood made the trail for Obama to get where he is today. I understand where people have come from (slavery, jim crow era, underline racism), and I see and understand where we are going... The end of that song (Where We're Going) says: "I give thanks to GOD because I know where I'm going and I know where I've been!"

The night was beautiful, November had not been that warm for over 60 years (if I recall correctly)! The people were peaceful, there were NO incidents that night of misbehavior (Yes, NO incidents, even with ALL those people).

Martin Luther King's speech, "I Have a Dream" hangs above my bed and I see it every day. SIDEBAR: President elect Barack Obama will be sworn in January 20, 2009, five days after MLK 80th birthday! As I read the speech, these words stick out to me:

Nineteen sixty-three is not an end, but a beginning. (2008 is another beginning)
So even though we face the difficulties of today and tomorrow, I still have a dream. It is a dream deeply rooted in the American dream. I have a dream that one day this nation will rise up and live out the true meaning of its creed: "We hold these truths to be self-evident, that all men are created equal."

I have a dream that my four little children will one day live in a nation where they will not be judged by the color of their skin but by the content of their character.

I have cried since Tuesday, happy to see this moment in time...glad that United States of America has come to THIS point. Knowing what it has taken to get here and knowing that more sweat, blood and tears will be needed to keep on going. Our young black young people can believe in their dreams and know they can get where they want with God's help. Check this out...

Wednesday night we had a prayer service for our new president elect, his family and our country. Continuing in our obedience to the scriptures "to pray for them in authority that we may lead a peaceful life."

I Timothy 2:1-3
I exhort therefore, that, first of all, supplications, prayers, intercessions, and giving of thanks, be made for all men; For kings, and for all that are in authority; that we may lead a quiet and peaceable life in all godliness and honesty. For this is good and acceptable in the sight of God our Saviour;

May we all continue to do this...

PRESIDENT ELECT

2008-11-08T11:53:00.002-06:00

Isn't this ABSOLUTELY beautiful!! I LOVE IT!! WOW...I feel like I am in a dream...who would have thought I would have seen THIS day!! I LOVE IT!!

Lets continue to keep the family in our prayers...

In the midst of my storm...

2008-11-02T21:32:00.005-06:00

I have been through the storm for the last 13 months like I have never been in before but what has kept me is my love for my Savior, my Lord, my Jesus. The song that has just been staying my heart has been "I LOVE HIM TOO MUCH TO FAIL HIM NOW" One of the verses says

The years have brought me closer and my love for Christ has grown, each step has brought me nearer to my eternal home, you see I'm too close to heaven to turn back now, His grace will be sufficient I've got to make it I vow. (CHORUS) I love Him too much, to fail him now, too much to break my vow, for I promised the Lord that I would make that last mile, and now I love Him too much to fail Him now.

In the midst of my storm God has been so faithful to prove His love for me. There are times, very unusually times, I will just feel the overwhelming love of my savior. It is awesome...today a brother was sharing the scripture in Romans 8:35-37 where Paul talks about what shall separate us from the love of Christ...

Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? shall tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? As it is written, For thy sake we are killed all the day long; we are accounted as sheep for the slaughter. Nay, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him that loved us.

the last verse says...in ALL these things we ARE more than CONQUERORS through HIM THAT LOVED US...I just felt the love of God...we are only conquerors through Him that LOVES US!! Because HE LOVES ME, I AM MORE than a CONQUEROR!!

Over the summer I was expressing to some sisters how God has just been showing to me, proving to me, just how much He loves me. There is this song titled..."That's Why I Love Him Like I Do" some of the words say...

God saved me from myself when no one else was around, and it was only by His grace, His mercy, His favor cause I know I don't deserve all the love He shows, how He lets me know, He's never going to leave my side...that's why I love Him like I do...somebody told me we overcome by our testimony, but I remember how doubt and fear used to paralyze me, but God's hand brought me through a test and He brought out the very best, and now I'll never forget to tell the whole world what You mean to me...that is why I love Him like I do...

I like this other song..."I Don't Mind" it says...(this is God talking to me)

What can I do, to make you smile again, how can I prove that I've got your best interest at hand, my love for you is more than anything you'll ever know, so if you need me to show, you say it, cause I don't mind...I'll do anything but let you down, can I get a little credit, if you need me to show, say it, I don't mind...question is, where is your faith, haven't I proven myself before, and if the window is closed won't I open the door, cause my love for you is more than anything you'll ever know, so if you need me to show, say it, cause I don't mind.

this song makes me think of Jer. 29:11 - For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, saith the LORD, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you an expected end.

Another song has been "I'm in Love with Jesus"...growing up in the COG I would hear saints saying this...I would be skeptical...but going through the midst of my storm of Jesus I am really understanding what it really means to be In Love with Jesus. I love Him so much!! When I feel the overwhelming love of God just flood my heart I just start to cry, so happy to have this type of personal experience with God. He has brought me through many of hard battles, times when I didn't even think I would be able to hold on, times when my faith was weak, times when He just showed Himself strong...I just am so thankful, he showed mercy on me almost 11 years of truly being saved. I am so thankful that even before that, he showed so much mercy on me, He has just proved his love time and time again. Down through the 11 years of my salvation, I have been through some very hard situation, situations where I, of my own self, would have turned back on God, but it has been HIS love that has kept me, in the midst of the storms...it has been HIS faithfulness, HIS kindness, HIS mercy, HIS love, His power that has kept me, that has carried me. I am so undeserving of the love He has shown me, but He has shown it anyhow.

Every time I think about you.
Every time I read about you.
Every time I hear your name I start to smile.
Every time the sun starts shinning.
Every time the wind starts blowing.
Every time I feel your anointing I start to smile.
Let me take the time to say I love you.
Let me take the time to say I care.

I love you Lord
I'm in love with Jesus and He's in Love with me!

I am just sitting here in wonder, in awe of my Jesus, my Lord, my life!

My manner of life from my youth - Acts 26:4
The Lord perserveth all them that love Him - Ps. 145:20
We love Him, because He first loved us - I John 4:19

Yes We Can!!

2008-10-25T00:17:00.002-05:00

I just would like to share this...

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*no negative comments please*

Two Weeks...

2008-10-09T21:52:00.004-05:00

In two weeks (Lordwilling) I will be completing a major milestone in my life. Eight years ago I started toward this goal but have taken many breaks in between on my way to achieving it (it ussually only takes 2 years) I truely thank God for helping me get to where I am today. My main desire has been to keep God first and keep my eyes on the REAL prize. God has been good and faithful to me. Many times it seemed overwhelming but God remained to be my stay. PRAISE GOD!!

I will keep you posted...keep me in your prayers!!

Just a Thought...

2008-09-06T23:03:00.005-05:00

I would like to start out this blog by saying..."For I determined not to know any thing among you, save Jesus Christ, and him crucified" - I Corinthians 2:2

I am not putting the below link to induce any negative posts or responses.

I understand that there are at least 2 things I cannot(nor anyone else in this world)do:
1. Convince any that they can live a life free from sin or that Jesus is Lord.
2. Change anyone's political views
The only one who can do this is God himself.

I would also like to say I love ALL the saints and I hope this will NOT change anyone's love toward me...

This link is something that all christians should consider...

Life Lived

2008-08-14T23:09:00.004-05:00

When I was younger I used to wonder what people really meant when they said they wished they knew what they know now when they were younger. I understand now.

Recently I have been thinking, I wish I knew what I know now 10 years ago. The last 10 years would have turned out so different. But that is not how life is orchestrated. What one has experience in, knowledge of, etc. at 27, one just doesn't have it at 17. My dad used to always tell me (in my teens) that you can't have experience and youth at the same time. So true. I know that, relatively, I am still young, but I have been feeling my age more (that years are just slipping by) in the past 2-3 years.

Well...we learn from our mistakes, experiences, decisions, etc. Despite it all God has been helping me understand (even when I don't always remember it in the midst of the battle) that Rom. 8:28 still is true. One thing I rest in when I think of all the different decisions I would have made (could I live the last 10-15 years of my life over again) is that God is still in control. Salvation provides that rest in God, that no matter what happens, God is still in control and He will work it for my good. I also thank God that the even in the bad decisions that I have made, they haven't been life altering...!! They have been things that I was able to learn from. Thank God!

By the way, I was reading a some of the verses in Ps. 145 today...God is awesome!!

No Pain!!!

2008-07-23T10:10:00.003-05:00

I woke up this morning with NO PAIN AT ALL!! I feel good! God still answers prayer!! So I used another wheatgrass pulp police thing last night...but couldn't keep it in all night so it must have only been in there for about an hour. I woke up in no pain ready to share this with you all...it is amazing. My sister got her wisdom teeth pulled a couple of years ago and said she was in pain for at least a week afterward...

Well that's all I wanted to say for now. PRAISE GOD!!

Wisdom Teeth

2008-07-22T17:40:00.008-05:00

This morning I got all my wisdom teeth extracted. Now that was an experience!! I opted for the local anesthesia (numbing of the mouth). After the procedure was over I wondered why people even want to be put to sleep, it turned out really well (that teeth pulling pain thing (during the procedure)...is overrated). I saw my teeth coming out and even could feel how much work they had to use to get them out (holding my head and the muscle the doctor used). There was pressure and I heard the spin of the drill and felt nothing...It was awesome. It was painless...until the numbing went away (but I will get to that).

After the procedure I went to run some errands (the bank, dry cleaners, Walmart). They gave me all the prescriptions they said I would need for pain and a prescription for antibiotic mouthwash to fend off infection. I decided only to get the antibiotic mouthwash prescription filled (hence the Walmart visit). While I was there I decided to get some food that I could eat while my teeth weren't working... (During all these runs my mouth remained numb and I had gauze in my mouth to help with the bleeding and to help produce the blood clots, etc. So I wasn't able to talk and I looked like a chipmunk.) Anyway, as I was picking up my prescribed mouthwash I looked down and saw something dripping on my shirt. Now, if you have never had your mouth numbed (it wasn't like when they numbed my gums for my braces...this felt worse), you basically can't feel anything (tongue, lips, gums, nothing...)I had to look in the mirror to see if I had my mouth closed because I could not feel my lips touching...it was major. So back to the story, here I was signing the necessary stuff at the pharmacy and I see this dripping on my shirt...I was drooling and didn't even know it!! I am glad it was at the pharmacy and I am sure by what I was filling (the mouthwash) the lady knew I just had dental work done, but it was still embarrassing (but not that much, as I am sharing it on my blog...). She brought me a Kleenex and I got out of there as soon as possible.

I did not stop anywhere else, I went home fully intending to follow doctors orders and just rest. But, I felt good, no pain (I was still numb), just a little drooling and bleeding...which can be solved by replacing the gauze in my mouth and keeping a paper towel to my mouth. My mom was planning on picking up some Wheatgrass (see below) in Chicago, so I decided to go with her...bad move...the numbness wore away while were were out. As it wore down I realized the pain associated with having my teeth pulled. It was definitely an experience having my mouth numbed that way!!

Now, some of you all know, my mom is (affectionately called) "a health nut", so she is always relating how you feel back to some food you have either (1) eaten or (2) not eaten. And all remedies and causes for sickness relates somehow back to the food you have eaten (or not eaten). So she was convinced that all I needed was a little wheatgrass juice and I would feel better and it would help my mouth heal...now this is a far cry from the food I purchased at Walmart earlier (though I hadn't eaten any yet). Wheatgrass...it is just what it sounds like...grass juiced, it has a very strong taste, but I had it as a child, so the taste is not so foreign to me. So she juiced this grass for me to drink. She also used the pulp to make poultice for me to put in my mouth with the gauze. I drank the juice and put the poultice things in my mouth...I am telling you...it reduced my pain!! Now, I am still in a little pain, but I feel much better...obviously, I am typing this EXTRA LONG post...

Right before they started pulling my teeth, I prayed that God would let everything go smoothly (it did) and that I would not have that much (or any) pain (though I have pain...I would definitely say that it is tolerable...and that's without any pain medication). God has answered my prayers. Praise God!!

So this is just my first day...I will TRY to keep you posted how things go after this...

Youth Jubilee 2008

2008-07-17T23:43:00.004-05:00

The Youth Jubilee was really a blessing it was just what I needed. I was praying that God would give me my part, and He did JUST that! PRAISE GOD!! All of the messages and songs were just awesome! I liked Pastor Lloyd's message on "The Two Feelings of Being Barren"...God meet me right where I was...it is truly amazing. Then Pastor Cornwell's message "Are you Willing to Reap what you are Sowing" There were so many good points in this message. Then Pastor Dukes "Fatal Attraction"...it was really good...be on guard my soul! Finally, Pastor Moncrief "Let Your Light so Shine"...perfect ending to another anointed meeting. I think the highlight of this meeting was Sunday morning before the message.

The Sharon, TN choir has just sung, "I Have No Regrets", Brother Curtis had given his testimony before the choirs sang. Bro Jeremy got up and said his testimony about how God honors and blesses those who have stayed true to them "from their youth up". Then Bro Andre stated how his life has been horrible because he knew the truth and he rejected it and it was only God's mercy that he was there, saved. Sis Simpson testified (good example of how good salvation is after over 40 years). Sis Erneka stood up and testified how good it was to be saved as a 16 year old teenager. God had Pastor Jennings call an alter call and about 12-15 souls got saved!!! They just started flowing to the front...that is what I call "seeing God work, only God could have done that!! I just cried and cried...it was such a blessing!! Glory be to God!!

I have also had this song on my mind..."I've Made up My Mind"...they didn't sing this verse at the Jubilee but I really like it...I don't think I have the words just right...but you can get the thought...
"Well, brother, when it seems that no one cares just remember He'll always be there
There's not a problem He can's solve or a trial He cannot dissolve
So put all your trust and faith in Him and watch your trials just start to grow dim
Just make up your mind, I'm going to live for Him"

Funeral

2008-05-21T07:11:00.002-05:00

Please keep my family and I in your prayers...the funeral for my grandma (my mom's mom) will be tomorrow morning. I have already felt the strength that comes from the prayers of the saints.

Thank you.

Fiery Darts

2008-05-18T14:34:00.003-05:00

We shall not be wounded in the hottest fight, if we raise the sheild of faith in Jesus might, through the grace of God we'll conquer to the last...while the fiery darts are flying thick and fast! COG Evening Light - p.174

Ps. 73:23-28

Nevertheless I am continually with thee: thou hast holden me by my right hand. Thou shalt guide me with thy counsel, and afterward receive me to glory. Whom have I in heaven but thee? and there is none upon earth that I desire beside thee. My flesh and my heart faileth: but God is the strength of my heart, and my portion for ever. For, lo, they that are far from thee shall perish: thou hast destroyed all them that go a whoring from thee. But it is good for me to draw near to God: I have put my trust in the Lord GOD, that I may declare all thy works.

Please pray for me...I am in one of the most challenging trials of my salvation.

Reformation Glory - COG Hymnal p.421

2008-04-06T21:14:00.004-05:00

Zion's walls again are building as in days of yore, and the scattered host returning to their land once more are REJOICING in their freedom, PLEDGING evermore to stand in the reformation truths so grand.

Christians all should dwell together in the bonds of PEACE, ALL THE CLASHING OF OPINIONS ALL THE STRIFE SHOULD CEASE, LET DIVISIONS BE FORSAKEN ALL THE HOLY JOIN IN ONE, AND THE WILL OF GOD IN ALL BE DONE!!!!!!

O the reformation glory, O let shine to every land, we will tell the blessed story, in its TRUTH we e'er shall stand!

I was singing this on my way home today!! PRAISE GOD!!

Don't Give In

2008-04-05T19:58:00.005-05:00

I am listening to Nikki sing this song (on this site)and it is such a blessing (again)!

You'll be glad you made it through another day
[week, month, year, lifetime]
You kept your testimony, you can stand and say,
I didn't have to sin, no I did not give,
Though I was tried and tested, He gave me grace to win
I came throught every battle with victory over sin
I stood my ground in Him and I did not give

The Love of God...

2008-03-09T21:40:00.000-05:00

It helps us look beyond people's faults and see their needs...

(Like that song, "He (Jesus) looked beyond all my faults and saw my needs")

On Faith

2008-02-26T22:39:00.002-06:00

I have learned that once you keep the faith, even when it seems all hope is lost, after you've come through the night, your faith will be even stronger than before, even if no circumstances have changed.

I've gotten through the night - PRAISE THE LORD!!!

Keep the FAITH!! - Heb 11:6, Heb 10:35-39, Matt 9:29

You Know It's Cold Outside when...

2008-02-18T23:34:00.004-06:00

They say the temp high is going to be 35 degrees and you think there is a heatwave rolling through

You have to wear 2-3 layers just to stay warm going between your house and the car

When all you want to do is run from place to place (from the house to the car, from the car to the store, from the store to the car) to get out of the cold quicker

When you have to give yourself extra minutes just to put on your outwear before leaving the house in the morning

When you won't wear certian hair styles because your winter hat does not fit well over them

You bundle up (put on hat, gloves, scarf) just to roll down the window to pay for your fast food in the drive through

It takes 20-30min after entering inside from the cold to "warm up"

With my sister living down in AZ I understand that cold is very relative...so how do you know when it's cold outside?

Reply in the comments.

We Must Pray

2008-02-15T22:10:00.004-06:00

It just want to say that it is so so sad about the Northern Illinois shootings. I was talking to a sister yesterday about what happened and only a couple of weeks ago the Lane Bryant shootings (in Tinley Park, IL). I am just so burdened for this world, this society. Doing things because they don't know true love, God's love.

It is so sad.

I feel like it is hitting close to home. For those not from here, Tinley Park is about a 15-20 minute drive (east) from Joliet, saints live near there (one sister said she drives by there on her way to church). Tinley Park in not a bad area but a typical middle class town...it is just so sad.

Then on the heels of that, the Northern shootings, I might feel a little connection there becasue I was born and lived in Dekalb the first (at most) 5 years of my life. (My parents are Alumni of Northern Illinois University).

We must pray, about the terrible catastrophe's we face
Pray for the men who are our leaders of today
Saints of God, we see it's time to pray.

There's a world situation that's affecting every nation of today,
everyone just turns their eyes away, to say,
I have problem's of my own I have to face
We're in God's final judgement hour,
every nation wants its power to be shown,
Every man wants an island of his own
Saints of God we see it's time to pray.

These lyrics are what I remember from the song, "We Must Pray" if ANYONE has all the words, I would love to have them (or hear the song).

Have I really done that?!?

2008-02-07T22:37:00.001-06:00

Or maybe it should be "have I really NOT done that", I've only updated once a month since Oct or Nov. That is sad...

Well count this as an update.

For those who don't see me on a weekly basis...yet saved and encouraged with a desire to please God in everyway! That's my goal in 2007 - Please God in everyway. Not that I haven't been doing it before but that will be the focus...like the song Ayiesha Woods sings "What Matters Most"

You ask me where does my joy lie
I tell you in all that I do for Christ
You want to know how I am fulfilled
I tell you in doing my Father's will
You think it strange when I tell you
That it's what I live for and die if I have to
There's nothing more satisfying than knowing I'm pleasing
The One who matters most

Your will is planned 'til the end of time
How I fit in only You define
The meaning for my existence
I can't deny You - no room for resistance, no
The only One who makes sense of it all
Still trying to understand why my name You've called
But I'm created to praise You
It's what I'm made for and it's what I'll do

Been busy with some specific goals but despite all that, pleasing HIM is what matters most! God has continually proven to be my strength through it all!

I had a GREAT time with "the girls" a couple of weeks ago. Great to spend time with all of them!

Check it Out!

2008-01-12T13:35:00.000-06:00

I was checking out this website (as I have been doing recently). She makes some REALLY great little videos. She has one up about the New Year's Fellowship meeting in Morgan City, AL. It was REALLY good, I love it. So I thought I would share it with the rest of you.

Another Year...Thank God

2007-11-25T21:39:00.000-06:00

God has blessed me to make another year of life, 27 years on this earth.

I was planning on doing the 30 days of thanks with Alabamabrands. I then got busy...

I did want to give thanks for God blessing me with another birthday. I truly can say that God has blessed me abundantly in my 27 years. I know is plans of good and not of evil for me for my future. I am glad that I decided to put my faith and trust in Him. It was when I was 17 that I truly gave my heart to Lord (100%, no games) and in December, LW, God will have kept me saved from sin for 10 years. Thank God!

God has blessed me with a great family, my mom, dad and sister who I love alot!
God has blessed me with a great extended family, whom I love all so much!
God has blessed me with a wonderful church family, I am glad for all of them, and love them lots!
God has blessed me with many natural things, that without God's goodness they would've never been mine!

Praise God for IS good to Israel...

Psalms 90:9, 12,16,17

For all our days are passed away in thy wrath: we spend our years as a tale that is told. So teach us to number our days, that we may apply our hearts unto wisdom. Let thy work appear unto thy servants, and thy glory unto their children. And let the beauty of the LORD our God be upon us: and establish thou the work of our hands upon us; yea, the work of our hands establish thou it.

Ps. 91:9-16

Because thou hast made the LORD, which is my refuge, even the most High, thy habitation; there shall no evil befall thee, neither shall any plague come nigh thy dwelling. For he shall give his angels charge over thee, to keep thee in all thy ways. They shall bear thee up in their hands, lest thou dash thy foot against a stone. Thou shalt tread upon the lion and adder: the young lion and the dragon shalt thou trample under feet. Because he hath set his love upon me, therefore will I deliver him: I will set him on high, because he hath known my name. He shall call upon me, and I will answer him: I will be with him in trouble; I will deliver him, and honour him. With long life will I satisfy him, and shew him my salvation.

Poem

2007-10-18T21:42:00.000-05:00

I read this on YLCF a poem by Elysse Barrett

Dear Lord, grant me...
…the willingness of Mary
…the obedience Ruth
…the devotion of Esther
…the serving spirit of Martha
…the listening ear of Mary
…the hospitality of Lydia
…the faithfulness of Lois and Eunice
…the leadership of Deborah
…the trust of Hannah
…the searching heart of the Queen of Sheba
…the boldness of Priscilla
…the faith of Rahab
…the patience of Rachel

I want You, Lord, to be the perfume that I wear, the thoughts that I think, the song that I sing…

I am willing, even wanting, to be broken…if only You might be glorified.

I am your daughter and You are my King, my Life, my Sustainer, my All!

Please, Lord, make me worthy of the honor of being known as your Princess!

- by Elysse Barrett

Yet Saved and Encouraged...

2007-10-17T21:47:00.000-05:00

I was reading my post from the 30th...It sounded like I was down and out...that Sunday service was a blessing, just to see how God can work so that there "be NO division among us". The saints manifesting unity ALWAYS is a blessing to me!!

I am yet saved and encouraged...living a consistent life over sin, PRAISE GOD. God has really been showing himself strong to me. These past couple of years have been some of the "hardest" trials of my faith. Praise God my faith in Him yet holds strong! (And nothing of my "natural" circumstances has changed for me to say this...I have grown MUCH in HIM)

Pastor Lloyd (COG pastor - Sharon, TN) held a revival for us last week. WOW, WOW, WOW! God spoke to me through EACH message! GOD is SO real He is so there when I need Him the most.

Thank you Lord!

Sunday...

2007-09-30T21:23:00.000-05:00

This morning serivce was a blessing! Thank God for the COG (as it has already been mentioned on another sister's blog)!! I know I got my part out of both of the sevices today...wow! I want to make it to heaven no matter what the cost! Those who are able to get a prayer through...pray for me...I wanna make it to heaven!

James 5:16
Confess your faults one to another, and pray one for another, that ye may be healed. The effectual fervent prayer of a righteous man availeth much.

Jena 6

2007-09-29T11:47:00.000-05:00

I think the Jena 6 situation warrants a space on my blog. For those who know others who have been affected by the wrongness of the justice system, this does not come as a surprise. A couple of saints at church have sons in prison for situations where the punishment DOES NOT fit the crime...we've got to pray and do what we can to change these situations.

No words Necessary

2007-09-28T18:01:00.000-05:00

2007-09-27T18:08:00.000-05:00

Places I want to visit (not an any particular order).

1. Rome
2. Hawaii
3. Jamaica* or St. Lucia* (one of the Caribbean islands*)
4. Egypt (Africa*)
5. South America*
6. China
7. Colorado
8. Washington DC
9. Alaska
10. Iraq*
11. Israel*
12. Arizona (been there, but I want to visit my sister)
13. Mexico*

*For these places, I am more interested in "seeing" the "everyday" way of life, not necessarily the typical tourist attractions...

Hmm....

2007-09-26T14:25:00.000-05:00

Needless to say...I have NOT been keeping up with my blog this month. Sorry guys!

Mediocrity

2007-09-25T18:06:00.000-05:00

I was looked up the song "I Believe I Can Fly" on You Tube. There (of course) were many versions. This one was really encouraging...the thought I came away with was...

MEDIOCRITY IS NOT AN OPTION!! Think about it. For MJ to get where he got being mediocre was not an option. This thought has helped me in my life, spiritually, at work, etc. With God's help I will NOT settle for mediocre in any area of my life.

Check it out!!

2007-09-24T20:32:00.000-05:00

I just found out this was up...

Elmira COG website

Check it out and leave a comment on Elmira's site...(you can leave one here too, if you'd like...)

This website has a link to some of the other CHURCH OF GOD CONGREGATIONS...this is a blessing!! I am so encouraged...God STILL answers prayer!!! PRAISE GOD!

P.S. I have been to the others except St. Pete's, they have Nicki singing, I really like this song. If anyone knows a way I can get this CD please let me know...

Great Story/Song...

2007-09-23T22:44:00.000-05:00

I was reading a blog today and they had the Christmas Shoes song on. I really like that song but usually only hear it around Christmas time (naturally). I looked it up on You Tube. Below is what I found, very touching. But what I didn't know was that is was a made for TV movie too. (Of course I wouldn't have known that!!) Anyway, they have the movie cut up into 10 sections, on You Tube, it is very touching.

The thought I got out of it was though we are faced with some HARD situations, you never know (and might never know) how it touches, and might change someone else as a result of what you did (or reacted) in the situation.

If you get a chance to watch it (the actual movie)...get a box of tissue before you start...VERY TOUCHING!

Thoughts...

2007-09-23T22:36:00.000-05:00

Yesterday and Tomorrow can be thieves of Today - unknown

Why do we say Hello verses Heavenhi? - Morris Family

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My sister went back to Phoenix yesterday (Saturday). I will miss her, it was nice seeing her for three days. Hopefully I will get down there to visit her soon.

Pastor preached a on time message today it was great! "The Secret of Victory is in Our Praise" (or "But, Rejoice") Give God thanks and praise for all things, some trials we are still in because we haven't truly thanked Him for them.

I am not doing the greatest (recently) keeping up with blogging once a day...but I do try to make it up when I blog again...(if you haven't noticed)

Birthday Pictures

2007-09-21T14:06:00.000-05:00

HAPPY 30th BIRTHDAY!!

My sister, Dee (my cousin), my mom

sorry about her eyes being closed...we never did retake...

my sis and I (again sorry about the eyes)

My Sister's 30th Birthday!

2007-09-21T13:47:00.000-05:00

My sister turned 30 yesterday (Sept. 20th)!! Wow, it is hard to believe we have gotten so old (I know it is all relative...) She came in from Phoenix and my mom and I spent the day with her.

I took her to get a massage and her hair done. Then we went out to eat. I was nice. We reminisced about our times growing up... She wanted to go to a vegetarian restaurant. Blind Faith Cafe is one of our favorites but it was all the way on the north side (we were on the south side at the time). So we went to Mellow Yellow in Hyde Park. We had been there probably 15 years ago (that was something that was hard for us to grasp - we can actually remember something clearly from 15 YEARS AGO!!...sadly it's more than that...I know it only gets worse and we WILL learn to live with it, aghh...) it was still good food! Highly recommended. Hopefully I will get some pictures up.

Tonight we are celebrating with the rest of the family at my uncle's house. I will take pictures...

It was nice to have a couple days off work too!

Only God could do it!

2007-09-21T13:43:00.000-05:00

Bro. Kevin(my dad) gave us his experience of his time up in Elmira at church on Wednesday. It was just a blessing to see God work...

Keep Elmira in your prayers.

I keep thinking of the scripture (not word for word)..."The harvest truly is plentiful but the laborers are few, pray ye therefore for laborers."

We have to pray...I believe God has more "Elmiras" across this world.

Nyah's Prayer

2007-09-21T13:27:00.000-05:00

Nyah (Sis. Sheri's daughter - age 5) was praying after seeing a DVD of Sis. Minnie Jones testimony of her 50 year old baby. Her prayer went something like this...

And dear God, please heal Sis. Minnie's baby, work with her body so she can hold and love her baby...

The mind of a child...

Pray for Nyah, she got saved that night too!

I saw, I saw...

2007-09-17T22:13:00.000-05:00

My dad came home; he had taken alot of pictures of the Elmira work. It was a blessing to see all the souls... Hopefully the pictures will be up soon. God is so good! Keep the work in your prayers!

Campmeeting 2007

2007-09-16T21:28:00.000-05:00

I will be keeping Knoxville campmeeting in my prayers. I know God is going bless it.

Keep Elmira in your prayers...God is still doing great things...

Matt. 9:36-38
36But when he saw the multitudes, he was moved with compassion on them, because they fainted, and were scattered abroad, as sheep having no shepherd.

37Then saith he unto his disciples, The harvest truly is plenteous, but the labourers are few;

38Pray ye therefore the Lord of the harvest, that he will send forth labourers into his harvest.

Not much to say...

2007-09-15T21:32:00.000-05:00

Don't have much to say...keep trusting God...belelive in HIM!!

Psalms 125:1
They that trust in the LORD shall be as mount Zion, which cannot be removed, but abideth for ever.

Fighting Song

2007-09-15T12:20:00.000-05:00

This song is truly a blessing to my soul...it is truly testing times!! Keep the faith saints and keep fighting!

Chorus:
That’s why we must fight in this lukewarm age we must wake up the battle is still on, we must fight to get what we need let the Lord sense that we’re really going for it, blows are coming winds will be strong don’t surrender never let go, just fight keep on fighting the blessing will come.

Verse 1:
The Bible tells of a man with strong determination, with courage he held on & never let go, till he got what he wanted. His name was Jacob before he fought but after the battle was blessed with a new name. God called him Israel for he fought until he was blessed.

Verse 2:
The Bible says he was left alone to fight with the angel sent by the Lord, all night he pressed without rest for he knew that he was to be blessed. And in the morning when he was touched the angel said “Jacob let me go”, Jacob said “Bless me, bless me first, then I’ll let you go.”

Verse 3:
There are some battles we must break through & fight with the angel in the midst of our test. Lights are dimming & in no time it’s dark & you wonder if you’ll make it through the night. But let me tell you saints your fasting & prayers, it’s not in vain if its done for the Lord. Just fight keep on fighting the blessing will come.

2007-09-13T22:07:00.000-05:00

Best Loved Songs (no particular order - just ones that came to my mind...it was hard to narrow down to 13). All these songs have been someway a blessing to me in my life. Probably what has impacted me more recently...

1. God's Way is Best
2. Fighting Song*
3. I Surrender All
4. I am Not Ashamed
5. I Need thee Every Hour
6. Sweet Hour of Prayer
7. I am Blessed
8. When You Believe
9. I'm Gonna be Ready (Yolanda Adams) (see below)
10. Whatever it Takes*
11. Everything to me (Avalon)
12. How Firm a Foundation
13. Yes (Shekinah Glory)*

I'm Gonna be Ready...

*look for a future post

That's why we must fight...

2007-09-12T22:45:00.000-05:00

It was a long day today, worked almost 12 hours (not normal for me) and then church. Church was DEFINATELY worth it!! Sis. Minnie has been in town and she preached tonight. "Fight to Survive" Two comments really stood out in my mind

God can use us if He wants, we must be ready and not be afraid.

We can want to be used by God but is we fail to prepare or we let fear slip in He can't!! At least not to the extent He wants to use us. That is so encouraging.

God will have a tried people!

God's people are going to be tried...rest assured in that!

Sis Minnie has such strong faith...Her message has increased my faith. PRAISE GOD.

Strengthen your heart---

2007-09-11T22:22:00.000-05:00

I was reading Ecclesiates 7...verse 3 stood out to me.

Sorrow is better than laughter: for by the sadness of the countenance the heart is made better.

Why would sorrow be better than laughter? The verse states that it makes the heart better. I was reading comentary on it and it stated that "hard" (sorrowful) times strength us. I then thought of a verse in Psalms.

Psalms 27:14

Wait on the LORD: be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart: wait, I say, on the LORD.

These really encouraged my heart...though I am in a trial of my faith (sorrowful time) right now, God is just strengthening my heart!! People who GO THROUGH their trials are made stronger by it.

My God You Know!

2007-09-10T20:20:00.000-05:00

I think Bro Howard preached a message once..."Surviving the Waiting Period", sometimes we earnestly seek God about something (spiritual or natural) and there are times he requires us to wait. The question is, HOW am I going through that waiting period? This poem has been a blessing to me...I know I have felt like this... (It might seem kinda long, but read it all the way through...it's good!)

Desperately, helplessly, longingly I cried:
Quietly, patiently, lovingly God replied.
I plead and I wept for a clue to my fate,
And the Master so gently said,
“Child, you must wait”.

“Wait? You say, wait!” my indignant reply.
“Lord, I need answers, I need to know why!
Is Your hand shortened? Or have I not heard?
By faith I have asked, and am claiming Your Word.

My future and all to which I can relate
Hangs in the balance, and YOU tell me to WAIT?
I’m needing a ‘Yes,’ a go-ahead sign,
Or even a ‘No’ to which I can resign.

And Lord, You promised that if we believe
We need but to ask, and we shall receive.
And Lord, I’ve been asking, and this is my cry:
‘I’m weary of asking! I need a reply!’”

Then quietly, softly, I learned of my fate
As my Master replied once again, “You must wait”.
So I slumped in my chair, defeated and taut
And grumbled to God, “So I’m waiting…for what?

He seemed then to kneel
And His eyes wept with mine,
And He tenderly said, “I could give you a sign.
I could shake the heavens, and darken the sun,
I could raise the dead, and cause the mountains to run.

All you seek, I could give, and pleased you would be.
You would have what you want
But you wouldn’t know Me.
You’d not know the depth of My love for each saint;
You’d not know the power I give to the faint;

You’d not learn to see through the clouds of despair;
You’d not learn to trust by just knowing I’m there;
You’d not know the joy of resting in Me;
When darkness and silence were all you could see.

You’d never experience that fullness of love
As the peace of My spirit descends like a dove;
You’d know that I gave, and I save for a start,
But you’d not know the depth of the beat of My heart.

The glow of My comfort late into the night,
The faith that I give when you walk without sight,
The depth that’s beyond getting what you have asked
of and infinite God, who have makes you have last.

You’d never know, should your pain quickly flee,
What it means that ‘My grace is sufficient for thee’.
Yes, your dreams for you, loved one,
Overnight would come true,

But, Oh the Loss! If I lost what I’m doing in you!

SO be silent My child, and in time you will see
That the greatest of gifts is getting to know Me.
And though oft’ My answers seem terribly late,
My most precious answer of all is still ‘Wait’”.

~Author Unknown My God You know

God is working - Elmira, NY

2007-09-09T23:02:00.000-05:00

God is working
He's still working
God is working even now
though we often don't know just how
He's still working
He's still working
God is working even now

Hallelujah, he's working even now
Hallelujah, he's working even now

See how God is working here!

Courage

2007-09-08T22:33:00.000-05:00

II Timothy 1:7 For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind.

Be of good courage, strenthen your heart...(from Ps 27:14)

Newsboys - I'm Not Ashamed
From the album Not Ashamed

I'm not ashamed to let you know
I want this light in me to show
I'm not ashamed to speak the name of Jesus Christ

What are we sneaking around for?
Who are we trying to please?
Shrugging off sin,
apologizing like we're spreading
some kind of disease
I'm saying "No way. No way."

This one warns it's a lost cause
save your testimonies for church time
The other ones state you'd better wait
until you do a little market research
I'm saying "No way. No way.

Did it again!

2007-09-08T21:39:00.000-05:00

I did not post Friday...

I was reading BASFSOGP post for Sept. 6th "It must needs be that offences will come" it was such a blessing to me. It was like she was talking about what my job has done for me!! I have really enjoy reading her blog (for over the year that I have), it has been a great blessing and encouragement to me. I can relate to many of her experiences...

So I added her link.

Hope you enjoy!

2007-09-06T21:47:00.000-05:00

Nouns (People, Places and Things) I love...

1. Jesus - my savior and my Lord, what a wonderful relationship to have
2. My family - natural and church
3. My friends - most of them fit somewhere in the category above...but for those who don't
4. meeting & getting to know new people (and even not so new people...LOL)
5. Pizza - hot is nice...but a cold pizza sandwich (piece of pizza with lettuce folded in between) nothing can compare... you ought to try it!
6. Ice Cream - cookie dough or sandwiched between two chocolate chip cookies...yummm!
7. Salad (made right...with a mixture of green lettuces [not iceberg])
8. Pictures - I love them!! They capture precious moments...
9. Warm & Sunny days (Summer) - the best days -- I love to sit in the sun!
10. Travelling - it is exhilarating and exciting to see new places and people...oh the adventure...
11. Weekends - those two special days of break from the normal weekly routine
12. Prayer - "O needless pain we bear, all because we do not carry everything to God in prayer"...such a privilege to talk to God all day long...
13. Weddings - they are just lovely...

I forgot...but I am going to do it anyway!

2007-09-06T21:38:00.000-05:00

I forgot that I did not post yesterday...until I was at work today.

ANYWAY

People are unreasonable, illogical and self-centered

Love them ANYWAY

If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish, ulterior motives

Do good ANYWAY

If you are successful you'll win false friends and true enemies

Succeed ANYWAY

The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow

Do good ANYWAY

Honesty and Frankness will make you vulnerable

Be honest and frank ANYWAY

What you spent years building may be destroyed overnight

Build ANYWAY

People that really need help may attack you if you help them

Help ANYWAY

Give the world the best you have and you'll get kicked in the teeth

Give the world the best ANYWAY

(from a sign on the wall of Shishu Bhaven - a children's home in Calcutta - Mother Teresa)

I Surrender All - Clay Crosse

2007-09-04T23:08:00.000-05:00

This song has been a blessing to me recently...

I have wrestled in the darkness of this lonely pilgrim land.
Raising strong and mighty fortress that I alone command
But these castles I've constructed by the strength of my own hand
Are just temporary kingdoms on foundations made of sand

In the middle of the battle I believe I've finally found
I'll never know the thrill of vict'ry 'til I'm willing to lay down
All my weapons of defense and earthly strategies of war
So I'm laying down my arms and running helplessly to yours

(chorus)
I surrender all my silent hopes and dreams
Though the price to follow costs me everything
I surrender all my human soul desires
If sacrifice requires that all my kingdoms fall, I surrender all

If the source of my ambition is the treasure I obtain
If I measure my successes on a scale of earthly gain
If the focus of my vision is the status I attain
My accomplishments are worthless and my efforts are in vain

So I lay aside these trophies to pursue a higher crown
And should you choose to use the life I willingly lay down
I surrender all the triumph for it's only by your grace
I relinquish all the glory; I surrender all the praise

Everything I am, all I've done and all I've known
Now belongs to you The life I live is not my own
Just as Abraham laid Isaac on the sacrificial fire
If all I have is all that you desire

Labor Day...

2007-09-03T20:41:00.000-05:00

I did anything BUT labor today. It was good to have a day of rest. Don't have too much else to say...I heard the Youth Jubilee was great! I am looking forward to hearing more about it.

Thankful

2007-09-02T20:45:00.000-05:00

I thought it was time I do a "thankful" blog. God wants us to thank Him for ALL things, even the things that we wouldn't initially want to thank Him for. So here I go...

I thank Him that I can requite my parents, right now, at this stage in my life.

I thank Him for transportation and all the things that go along with having it.

I thank Him for my job, it is my money source, for that I am thankful.

I am thankful for what this year has taught me about trusting in Him, submitting to His will, giving up my hopes, dreams and plans (when this is what He asks for), learning Him better than I did last year and how to praise Him through the storm and increasing my faith.

I am thankful for my life, my past and my future and yes, even my present, it is truly a gift.

I am thankful that I have learned (might be still learning) that I will have either an attitude of thankfulness or be discontent about something.

I have so much, so much to thank God, thank God for, I have so much, so much to thank God for!

the will of God...

2007-09-01T20:01:00.000-05:00

I know it is not true, but sometimes it seems like the will of God is so opposite of what we want. It seems that if I want something, God's will is probably opposite because...well, that's just the way it sometimes seems to work.

Well, I was out to breakfast with my Dad the other day (because some how in the midst of our busy schedules we find time for things like that) and he said something I've never thought of.

God works in us both the WILL and to DO of HIS good pleasure.

Now, I know, I've read that scripture before (many times) and have even meditated on it...Philippians 2:13 - For it is God which worketh in you both to will and to do of his good pleasure. But I don't think it ever struck like it did that day.

There are times when GOD puts in us a will to do something, and it is HIS perfect will for it to be done. He puts the will to do it and helps us to actually do it...now isn't that a blessing!

30 day Challenge

2007-08-31T14:21:00.000-05:00

Ok, I've been really slacking on updating...I've decided to challenge myself to blog everyday in September. Check back and see if I've lived up to it.

I AM SO GLAD THE LONG WEEKEND IS HERE!! Praying that God will bless the Jubilee!

Think about it...

2007-08-29T09:36:00.000-05:00

The real secret of an unsatisfied life lies too often in an unsurrendered will.
-Hudson Taylor

Birthdays

2007-08-18T14:06:00.000-05:00

AUGUST 11th - I want to wish Christina a belated 30th birthday!! Happy Birthday girl (not like you will ever see this)you are now the big 3-0!! Love Ya Girl!!

AUGUST 18th - I also want to wish Clare a happy 23rd birthday!! Happy Birthday hope your day is GREAT! Love Ya Clare Bear!!

Blessing

2007-08-15T11:11:00.000-05:00

Psalms 32:6 For this shall every one that is godly pray unto thee in a time when thou mayest be found: surely in the floods of great waters they shall not come nigh unto him.

7Thou art my hiding place; thou shalt preserve me from trouble; thou shalt compass me about with songs of deliverance. Selah.

8I will instruct thee and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go: I will guide thee with mine eye.

9Be ye not as the horse, or as the mule, which have no understanding: whose mouth must be held in with bit and bridle, lest they come near unto thee.

10Many sorrows shall be to the wicked: but he that trusteth in the LORD, mercy shall compass him about.

11Be glad in the LORD, and rejoice, ye righteous: and shout for joy, all ye that are upright in heart.

This passage of scripture was a blessing to me and I thought I would share.

He desires to lead, guide and direct us with His eye (in a peaceful way)(vs.8), he doesn't want us to have no understanding (like the horse and mule) and be lead with a bit and bridle. He wants us to get to know Him, like Jer. 9:23, 24 says (this is one of my favorites)

23Thus saith the LORD, Let not the wise man glory in his wisdom, neither let the mighty man glory in his might, let not the rich man glory in his riches:

24But let him that glorieth glory in this, that he understandeth and knoweth me, that I am the LORD which exercise lovingkindness, judgment, and righteousness, in the earth: for in these things I delight, saith the LORD.

vs. 10, then we can choose whether we are to be surrounded with mercy or sorrow, am I trusting God or am I having MY way.

vs. 11, if we have an upright heart, we can be glad and rejoice in the Lord!!

SPOILED?

2007-08-05T00:11:00.000-05:00

“I don’t think I’m spoiled!…hmmm, but I do remember that time when I was 10…”

Being the youngest (of only two of us), that has been a comment of mine. I was thinking about this in this thought. God does not raise any spiritually spoiled saints. We usually don’t get what WE want when WE want it. And he expects us to have a good attitude about it in the process. According to the dictionary here is what spoiled means:

Spoiled – (WordNEt – online dictionary)
adjective
1. having the character or disposition harmed by pampering or over solicitous attention; "a spoiled child"

I like this definition better:

Spoiled – (Webster’s New World Dictionary)
To let a person have his own way so much that he demands or expects it

I started thinking, Lord, I don’t want to act like a spoiled brat with you. So God doesn’t move in the ways I’ve thought he would, he doesn’t answer prayer specifically like I thought he would. It seems like everything I want (all my desires), he does the opposite. God allows/ordains certain things to happen in a saint’s life, it is according to His will and to this we must submit.

But how am I submitting to it? How do I react when these things happen in my life? Do I “act out” in any way, hurt because God didn’t DO what I thought HE should have DONE, WHEN I thought HE should have done it? Does my belief in Him remain the same? Am I still willing to trust Him the same. Do I pray, read, study and fast (consecrate) like I should (as I was during or before God seemed to start to work). Do I do the known will of God with as much fervor and zeal as before?

Or am I “acting out”. I won’t stay as consecrated as I was because it just doesn’t seem to do any good. Or I won’t stay as committed and faithful as I was to the work of the Lord, because it doesn’t seem to be paying off.

God is still asking the question, “Lovest thou me more than these my child, what will you answer be?” (for real?) “I love thee more, I love thee more than ALL of these, I love thee more, I love thee more, more than these.” OR is it “I love my free time, my ways, my actions, I love my opinion, my lukewarmness, my attitudes more than you, I love them more, I love them more…more than You.”

I guess in all this I am saying that God is going to keep us in a test until HE sees all blemishes are out of us. All “acting out” is gone and we are able and willing to TRULY submit to his will. Say “Amen” and keep on going, believing, though not fully understanding WHY, but wholly trusting in His perfect plan for my life.

Quotes

2007-07-28T15:17:00.000-05:00

“Live to the hilt every situation you believe to be the will of God.” - Jim Elliot

That is why Christ says that we must be "Mary"s before "Martha"s--if we don't sit at His feet first, then we will not have to power to serve others. - Katie (YLCF)

I suspect that a very large part of being an ambassador involves shutting my mouth. It means leaving the comfortable bubble of my own thoughts and opening my heart to the hurts and confusions of others. - YLCF

The reason we often fail to find the will of God is that we delight in other things. Christians engaged in evangelism are tempted to delight in the adventure of it. Or we delight in the fellowship of the Gospel and the enthusiasm we share. I assure you that if you delight in any work of God or in any organization or movement, discouragement will sooner or later catch up with you. Our God is a jealous God, and He will not share His glory with an organization or a personality or a movement, however spiritual. - George Verwer, from Come! Live! Die!

The Scripture was, "Commit your way to the Lord; trust in Him and He will do this" (Psalm 37:5). The author of Streams in the Desert says that "The literal meaning of this verse is “Roll your way onto Jehovah and trust upon Him, and He works. - unknown

Over time I would realize that I thought I deserved to be blessed because I had tried to honor my parents and keep the principles of God’s word. God wanted to bless me but He wanted me to understand that His blessing was not based off my performance and good deeds. Rather on the fact that I am His child and he looks in the recesses of our heart not on the outward behavior. - YLCF

On waiting on God:
I think the answer is in truly trusting God and waiting on Him. By waiting, I do not mean passively doing nothing, but rather actively praying, seeking God's direction and wisdom and stepping out in faith wherever He seems to be leading. - YLCF

Life!

2007-07-18T23:26:00.000-05:00

I saw I needed to update so that is what I am going to do.

it has been a busy past couple of weeks. It started at Sis. Webber's 50th birthday celebration, then we went to Lezlie's wedding, visited the Freedom Center in Cincinnati, and the saints in Cleveland, OH. The 4th was nice, played volleyball at Mare's house. Kelia and Quientin had their trunk party. Last weekend was Sis. Jones' homegoing service. It was a sad/happy occasion.

I don't have much more to say...it is late.

Interesting...

2007-06-07T16:02:00.000-05:00

Your results:
You are Superman

Superman		80%
Robin		70%
Supergirl		57%
Wonder Woman		52%
Spider-Man		50%
The Flash		50%
Green Lantern		50%
Hulk		35%
Batman		20%
Catwoman		15%
Iron Man		15%

You are mild-mannered, good,
strong and you love to help others.

Click here to take the Superhero Personality Quiz

JUNE 4TH - HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!

2007-06-05T19:43:00.000-05:00

Happy 51st B-day Dad!

My Dad

Witnessing!!

2007-06-01T18:38:00.001-05:00

I thought this was good on witnessing...Let's go to all the world!

8 Reasons Why I Can't Witness!

CHECK IT OUT!

Life & Mother's Day

2007-05-16T15:24:00.000-05:00

What would a man give in exchange for his soul? - Job (i think)

So I haven't updated in a very long time. Much has happened since my last post and they are good things!!! I am very thankful for God's faithfulness to me! God has blessed me to be on the "other side" of a very extreme test of my faith and I am truly thankful for the V-I-C-T-O-R-Y! GLORY BE TO GOD!

We have revival next weekend and am glad about it. I hope the weather stays nice, we have been having nice (hot) weather recently (with the exception of today - it only is getting up to 60 deg). I am GLAD summer is (almost) here, I may not get to experience it like when I was a child (no school, etc) but I love the weather!

I had a nice Mother's Day. I am truly thankful for my mother, I notice that as I get older I appreciate her more and more! I love you MOM!! After church, we went to a nice vegetarian restaurant. We hadn't been there before and they had very good vegan food!! My parents had gone to Karyn's Raw food restaurant before but not to her cooked. When we go to a vegetarian restaurant (once every couple of years - we are not a big restaurant family) we usually go to Blind Faith Cafe-which is not vegan. So this was a nice change. I had a "jerk" tofu sandwich and a salad (of course!). We then went to visit my grandma, she was visiting with my uncle, so we ended up going to my uncle's house. They had just completed a MAJOR remodeling job on their house. We saw the pictures before, what a change! We all missed my sister though...she had a nice day in AZ.

It's A Small World After All...

2007-04-09T22:02:00.000-05:00

I remember singing that song as a child...

LIFE

2007-03-30T12:26:00.000-05:00

Life has been good, I cannot complain. I have been busy, I went to AR revival (Pastor was preaching) it was GREAT! We stayed with saints in Forrest City and had a WONDERFUL TIME! We came back and had our own revival here in Joliet with Pastor Troy Jones from Florida. It was a AWSOME Revival! God really meet me at both revivals! God has really been blessing my soul and I am greatly encouraged to serve God!

I have so much, so much, to thank God, thank God for.
I have so much, so much, to thank God for,
He's making ways for me, He gives me victory,
He open's doors for me that I'm unable to see,
So much to thank God for.

I was thinking last week how much I really have to be thankful for. People who are not saved go through so much pain, heartache and trouble because of their sin. Their "bad days" are so much far worse than my "bad days". I am truly thankful for salvation, sactification, the saints, God's promises and His Word.

I have also been thinking lately about the promises of God, that firm foundation we can stand on in those times when it seems hard to trust God. I've got to stand on the promises of God. It is the firm foundation that gets us through difficult times in life. Check out page p. 323 - How Firm A Foundation and p. 327? - Standing on the Promises in the COG Hymnal

Here is a verse of HOW FIRM A FOUNDATION -
How firm a foundation, ye saints of the Lord,
Is laid for your faith in His excellent Word!
What more can He say than to you He hath said,
You, who unto Jesus for refuge have fled?

And a verse of STANDING ON THE PROMISES -
Standing on the promises that cannot fail,
When the howling storms of doubt and fear assail,
By the living Word of God I shall prevail,
Standing on the promises of God.

I should get up pictures later of our February event...finally got them from my Dad's camera. But I have a busy weekend, some of the YP are going to Bloomington to see the Passion Play. I am excited!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA!!

2007-03-15T00:17:00.000-05:00

Hope you had a wonderful birthday!! Lotsa Love!

Laughter...

2007-02-26T20:24:00.000-06:00

As I was at work today I heard some of my co-workers (in another department) laughing almost hysterically...the thought came to my mind.."When was the last time you had a really good laugh?" No, I don't mean the smile, *chuckle, chuckle* laugh. Or the "I know what you mean" laugh. Not even the "that's pretty funny" laugh. I mean the holding your stomach, catching your breath type of laugh...So when was your last laugh?

Proverbs 17:22 A merry heart doeth good like a medicine: but a broken spirit drieth the bones

Family in History

2007-02-22T21:27:00.000-06:00

With this being Black History month I thought I would put up family who were a part of history.

My great uncle Charles Lear was a part of the golden thirteen. This was the first group of African-American U.S. Navy Officers. This is my maternal grandpa's older brother. Unfortunately I did not ever get to meet him, because he died tragically (sp? does not look right) before I was born. My mom didn't even get to meet him. In the picture below, he is standing farthest right.

Below he is with some of his fellow navy friends - he is again on the right

Heat Wave...

2007-02-19T21:04:00.000-06:00

I went out today during lunch time...it feels like spring is coming!! It was about 40 degrees and it felt so very warm, I didn't even have to button up my coat and the hat was almost too much! I know my blood is thick after all the intense cold we've been having...if I were to feel this same weather in October I would be freezing.

We had a wonderful youth event on Saturday...attended by Fredrick Douglass, Rosa Parks, Ruth, Eve, Mary, The Black Panthers, Esther, Madame C. J. Walker...ummm Babe Ruth, I mean Jackie Robinson, lol, and some various saints (and saints children)...hopefully I will get some pictures up soon. We dressed up (or came as) a character in history or a Bible character. It really turned out to be alot of fun and very enlightening. We had historical trivia and Bible trivia. Now for those who are not aware, February is Black History Month...unfortunately most education of this specific type of American history is squeezed in this month (I am also guilty). I would like to say to those of you who think "what does Black History have to do with me, I'm not black...", black history (as I see it) is a part of American history so if you like know the history of our nation you should learn about all those whom are a part.

So here is a little DID YOU KNOW about Black History for everyone.

DID YOU KNOW?

November 1945 was when the well known Ebony magazine went on sale. (those who don't know...this is one of the most widely read Black magazines in the nation, along with Jet and Essence (for women))

Garrett A. Morgan invented the gas mask used by fire fighters and the traffic light.

Richard B. Spikes invented the automatic car wash.

Wilma Rudolph overcame crippling polio when she was young and won 3 gold medals in the 1960 Olympics.

Tuskegee Institute, a college, was founded by Booker T Washington in 1881.

Benjamin Banneker was a black mathematician and astronomer who published ten almanacs between 1792 and 1802 and measured the boundaries for Washington D.C.

W.E.B. DuBois was the first black man to get his PhD from Harvard University.

Thurgood Marshall was the first African American to serve on the U.S. Supreme Court. He worked on and argued the Brown vs. Board of Education case before the Supreme court (1954 case that outlawed racial segregation in schools).

Howard University is the nations largest, oldest Black Colleges still open.

Harriet Tubman, the "black Moses" helped 300 slaves escape from slavery.

Dr. Martin Luther King graduated from Morehouse College (he started there when he was ONLY 15 - what a great example!)

Juan Baptist DuSable founded the city of Chicago in 1773. (he settled the area on March 12)

Add some interesting history to the guestbook!

There is alot more to learn about Black History...Check it out!!

Black History.com

Know Your Black History

USA History: Black History

I saw this picture on the Internet concerning that little girl that is still living (four months later) after being in the womb for only 21 weeks... that is a pen lying next to her!

Cooold!!

2007-02-03T22:43:00.000-06:00

It is so cold here in the Midwest. It has been a while since it has gotten this cold. This weather makes you want to run to whatever destination you are headed...from my house to my car, from my car to my job, etc... We are supposed to have a sort of "heat-wave" come through at the end of the week...we're to get in the 20's...it will probably feel like spring is on its way...

I was going to write about various things...the Miss America pageant (concerning the world's view on beauty and God's view on beauty), the Superbowl and the teams coaches...Lisa put it into very good words, the song the choir sang on Sunday "He is Everything to Me" and Black History Month...but for now I will just put this scripture up. It was a blessing to me!!

I Peter 1:20, 21
20Who verily was foreordained before the foundation of the world, but was manifest in these last times for you,

21Who by him do believe in God, that raised him up from the dead, and gave him glory; that your faith and hope might be in God.

Christ is made manifest to us in these last days (does God manifest Himself to you in your life?...He does in mine) that our faith and hope might be in God! PRAISE GOD!! Christ manifest Himself to us (every person saved - living free from sin) everyday...We must see it, look for it if doubt keeps telling you He's not there!

Maybe one day soon I will put on here my testimony concerning the recent specific intense trial of my faith...well GOD BLESS!

Happy Birthday Trese!

2007-01-29T21:32:00.000-06:00

Go Bears!!

2007-01-22T20:39:00.000-06:00

Well!!!! I am definitely a fair weather fan for the Chicago Bears! I am happy they won yesterday...on our way to the Superbowl. (I only like the Chicago teams when they are winning). I remember when they won the last time and had the song the Superbowl Shuffle in 1985, I was five...I only remember bits and pieces of that time. I like the game of football, I used to wish I could play...when I was young.

Saturday we (some of the young people) went to visit Sis. Florence Jones (who has been sick for some months). It was such a blessing!! Afterward we went downtown Chicago to ice skate at Millennium Park...we really had a good time!

Last night after YP service some of us sisters went out to eat and had another great stimulating conversation...we really had a good time.

CONGRATULATIONS CLARE BEAR!!

2007-01-15T21:44:00.000-06:00

Jan 13th - I would like to congratulate Clare on her graduation from University of Saint Francis (also my alumnus) with her Bachelors of Arts in Elementary Education. She graduated CUM LAUDE too!! I am SOOO happy for you Clare!! Major congrats! I know it was difficult as school usually is...but you made it, you've got it, GO GIRL!!

Welcome to the working world with the rest of us working girls!

We had a good time at her graduation party on Saturday...good games and food!! We ended the night with a VERY "spirited" conversation on the youth in America and the prison system...it was very good conversation. It reminded me how intense, animated and energetic I get when trying to express myself about something I feel very strongly about (which is probably why I don't do it much and stay quiet). Sometimes when this happens I think I come across like I am displeased or angry, but I am not...I have to be careful in the future.

This was supposed to be with the original post title...but the connection messed up again...so here is the rest.

Birthday Shouts - 4

2007-01-15T21:42:00.000-06:00

Jan 9th - Happy birthday Sis. Venida! Thanks for being a good and encouraging mentor to me. Love you lots...

Jan 10th - Happy Birthday Trinity! Lotsa Love to you! You are truly an example of the believers stay saved always!

Jan 11th - Happy Birthday Sharlyn...Love you lots, praying for you and girl...you're gettin' old!!!

Unfortunately I don't have any pictures for these...sorry...don't love them any less...

Birthday Shouts - 3

2007-01-15T21:26:00.000-06:00

Ok, didn't I say it was the season of birthdays!! (I am behind really) -

Jan 7th - HAPPY B-DAY to Lana Lana - girl you have grown up sooo much...I mean I remember when you were 2...ok, I won't go there. Now you are 17...!! You have grown into a wonderful young woman, you have accomplished so much and you still are! Keep the faith, stay saved and keep up the good work! You are doing a great job! Love you lots!!

Birthday Shouts - 2

2007-01-15T21:15:00.000-06:00

So it truly is the season of MANY birthdays!!

Jan. 2nd - HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANA!! - You have always been a blessing to me and I have always respected you as a person...stay sweet, true and saved!! Lotsa Love! You are doing great in school and remember you're down in Indiana for a purpose, for school and to be a true light of the gospel, stay encouraged, we are praying for you!! Keep in mind those who have gone before you and kept the faith on a college campus...

Birthday Shouts - 1

2007-01-15T21:02:00.000-06:00

I want to give some birthday shout outs ~~~~~

December 28th - Ericka (my litte "sister") love ya girl!! - 14 years old

January 2nd - Shaquita and Marquita - (yes, they're twins) - love you ladies! - 14 years old

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2007-01-15T20:49:00.000-06:00

Happy New Year Everyone! Hope 2007 brings in wonderful, new blessings from God.

I am so behind in updating my blog! I had a wonderful time at MC fellowship! It was really a blessing! The messages were just wanted I needed to hear and the fellowship was GREAT!! Thanks to Leah for letting me stay at her house...Lotsa love to you girl and the rest of your family for their wonderful hospitality!!

When I got up Tuesday morning for work, I was sick...ughhh. But I still had to go to work because there would be no one to do payroll and I definitely wanted to get paid!! So I went to work did payroll and then went home...I stayed home Wednesday to try to recuperate. I don't get sick a lot at all, I can probably count on my hands the number of times I have gotten sick enough to stay home in the past 10 years. God has been good!! My dad's side of the family I think has a very strong immune system, we (my dad and I) rarely get sick.

Then life just started getting busy...

Ughhh~

2007-01-15T20:48:00.000-06:00

So I was in the middle of updating my blog with a nice big post (with pictures) when the internet connection failed...why does it do that? So it was all lost.

Well I will start again...

I am Blessed

2006-12-29T08:32:00.000-06:00

I am Blessed, I am Blessed, when I rise up in the morning, till I lay my head to rest, Your always near me, You hold me when I'm weary, Lord, for all the worst and all the the best, I am Blessed!

Interesting Facts

2006-12-26T12:33:00.000-06:00

I was checking out a web site and found this information:

> California has issued 6 drivers licenses to people named "Jesus Christ."

> In Utah, it is illegal to swear in front of a dead person

> Arizona was the last of the 48 adjoining continental states to enter the Union.
> Wyoming was the first state to give women the right to vote in 1869. - go Wyoming!!

> Austin, Texas has the highest percentage of college graduates, 31 percent. Newark, New Jersey has the lowest, 6 percent. - would've never thought

> No matter where you stand in Michigan, you are never more than 85 miles from a Great Lake

> In 1997, Michigan became the 16th state to allow the blind to hunt. - beware, beware!!

> The Pentagon, in Arlington, Virginia, has twice as many bathrooms as needed because when it was built the state of Virginia still had segregation laws. - never thought of that...

> In Frackville, Pennsylvania a woman filed for divorce because her husband insisted on "shooting tin cans off of her head with a slingshot."

> Canadian researchers have found that Einstein's brain was 15% wider than normal. - never underestimate the larger head people!!

> Walt Disney was afraid of mice. - M-I-C-K-E-Y M-O-U-S-E, Mickey Mouse - talk about getting over your fears!

> Sir Isaac Newton was only 23 years old when he discovered the law of universal gravitation. - let no man despise your youth!!

> The average life of a taste bud is 10 days.

> Relative to size, the strongest muscle in the body is the tongue. - James 3

> Right handed people live, on average, nine years longer than left handed people do. - ACK!! I'm left handed!!

> It takes the stomach an hour to break down cow milk. - is that good or bad?

> During a 24-hour period, the average human will breathe 23,040 times.

> Human blood travels 60,000 miles (96,540 km) per day on its journey through the body.

> Mosquito repellents don't repel. They hide you. The spray blocks the mosquito's sensors so they don't know you're there. - not for me, so I don't use it at all

> Dentists have recommended that a toothbrush be kept at least 6 feet (2 m) away from a toilet to avoid airborne particles resulting from the flush. - ewww!

> It is possible to drown and not die. Technically the term "drowning" refers to the process of taking water into the lungs, not to death caused by that process.

> Diet Coke was only invented in 1982.

> The liquid inside young coconuts can be used as substitute for blood plasma.

> The shortest war in history was between Zanzibar an England in 1896. Zanzibar surrendered after 38 minutes. - wish all wars could be this short

> Oak trees do not produce acorns until they are fifty years of age or older. - talk about producing fruit in your old age!

> Apples, not caffeine, are more efficient at waking you up in the morning - AMEN, try it next time you need to stay awake for that long drive!

> If you lock your knee while standing long enough, you will pass out - Ushers beware!

> The first owner of the Marlboro company died of lung cancer. - does this say anything

> According to the Guiness Book, the fastest restaurant in the world serves the client's food within 13 seconds after the order is made. The name of the restaurant is Karne Garibaldi and is located in Guadalajara, Mexico.

> Most people have an IQ in the 90 - 109 range. You're considered a genius if your IQ is 132 or above. Chris Langan has an IQ of 195, the highest known IQ in the US. He started talking at 6 months and by age 4 could read and comprehend books. His IQ puts him in the same class as Sir Isaac Newton and Michelangelo. He's in his mid-forties, and he works as a part-time bouncer at a bar and lives in a one-room house on $6,000 a year.
> William James Sidis had the highest ever known IQ estimated at between 250 and 300. At eighteen months he could read The New York Times, at two he taught himself Latin, at three he learned Greek. By the time he was an adult, he could speak more than 40 languages and dialects. He spent most of his life wandering from one menial job to another. - what does that tell us...time to read Ecclesiaties(sp?)

> The largest number of children born to one woman is recorded at 69. From 1725-1765, a Russian peasant woman gave birth to 16 sets of twins, 7 sets of triplets, and 4 sets of quadruplets. - WHAT!!!

I don't know how much of this stuff is actual fact...but it certianly is interesting!

Showing the Love of God

2006-12-12T16:45:00.000-06:00

Saturday's trip to PACIFIC GARDEN MISSION was SUCH A BLESSING!!! I really enjoyed myself and was greatly encouraged and inspired! The work that they are doing at Pacific Garden Mission is extraodinary. You know we never know what God will do when we take one small step of faith to do what HE is telling us!! We won't know how many souls we will reach unless we just start walking (that was a message at two years ago MC fellowship - wasn't it?)!!!

The UNSHACKLED program was exactly what our group needed to hear, GOD must of designed it that way. It is to air between the weeks of May 8-22, it was part 1 of a 2 part series. It was about this man who had grown up around church, wasn't an extremely BAD child, but needed to be saved. He finally got saved at 17. After that point he lived his Christian life, but not really putting in too much extra effort or going out of himself. He became a high school English teacher and it was suggested to him that he start at Bible study at the school. God blessed the work and souls got saved... You know I won't tell the whole story but it was a GREAT blessing to some of us that went.

The other thing that was greatly encouraging during the weekend was that God showed me that despite what I am going through it helps to get out of yourself. This is what I mean: Sometimes our problems seem SO SO SO Big and we want answers and the situations solved right away. Being saved we know that we MUST go through trials so we just keep it before God in prayer (which we should do). When I am going through trials is to stop thinking or dwelling on myself and situation but start to think, pray or do for somebody else. And though I know this to be true, but when I get right in the situation it sometimes is not easy to remember. This weekend, through a variety of events, including the one mentioned above, has caused me to remember it for my current trial (which is truly a light affliction). So consider today to pray or do something for someone else that you would not normally do, get out of your comfort zone. Get out of yourself and show the love of God.

UNSHACKLED

2006-12-09T10:14:00.000-06:00

Today some of the YP are going to tour Pacific Garden Mission and sit in on a taping of "UNSHACKLED". I have been wanting to go for years...I think I was 11 or 12 when the YP went last (I was too young then).

For those who don't know, Pacific Garden Mission is one of Chicago oldest missions serving the Chicago downtown area. The started back in 1860 and have been going strong ever since! They also produce a radio show called "UNSHACKLED" which dramatizes testimonies of souls brought to Christ. I remember every Tuesday and Friday on the way to church (our commute was usually 45 min - 1 hr) listening to "UNSHACKLED". I wanted to hear a saint's testimony on it...maybe one day there will be. But the stories are very touching and inspiring. Check out the link, you can listen online too!

http://www.pgm.org/index.html

In other news...today is supposed to get all the way up to 40!! Seeing it's been in the teens for the past week (with windshields in the single digits or below 0) it will probably feel quite warm today!! Yahoo!!

Life

2006-12-04T21:30:00.000-06:00

You know I don't have much to say today. As I was reading my last blog I noticed that I didn't put how old I turned. I turned 26...

On Friday after work I was talking to my sister on the phone. I told her that it snowed up here, she was really excited. It wasn't the excited like "I want to be there" but the excited like "it really happened". See it seems like in past years it really doesn't do much snowing (and sticking)until Jan or Feb. But it snowed heavy and it is sticking. Now we are in FRIGID COLD conditions...and it is going to get colder...BRRR. She said it gets "cold" (50s or 60s) down there at night now...hmmm I think I could take some of that "cold" up here.

I am looking forward to the holiday coming up...get TWO days off work this year!! Yahoo! Only one day for New years though...I DO plan, LW, to go to MC fellowship this year, looking forward to it! Maybe God will bless and I will be able to get off Friday!

We have the COG camp dinner coming up!! I am getting pretty excited about it! I hope it ALL works out as planned. We must keep praying. Hopefully some of the old campers will come and we can reminisce about the "old days" Like...

Sleeping in tents around the campfire
Taking a midnight run down to the lakefront (Lake Michigan)
Sitting in Sunday services on the HOT basketball court
Riding he "Blue Goose" or the other bus
Going to ride go carts and bumper boats
Being "on security"
Singing "Bells are Ringing, ringing, ringing and they seem to say, we must work for JESUS..."
Having night hikes
Having water fights -- which usually ended being MORE than just water
Singing pep rallies
Funny closing skits
Just plain, honest to goodness, sincere, clean, great, awesome, all out and out FUN!!

I do truly MISS the days of being a camper...it is not the same (though it is STILL FUN) being a staff. CAMPERS---totally enjoy your days as a camper, don't try to leave them before you have to. There is a temptation to grow up and leave camper age early but it was worth ALL 10 or more years I was a CAMPER at camp (even before COG camp). Well I guess I will finish my spill on camp. I wish I could put up some old pictures up. Saturday I saw some REAL old pictures from camp...Twinkee, Lee Lee and I (someone else was also in the picture) were(running)racing...I think Lee Lee was winning! Good times, good times.

Holiday, Birthday and Snow

2006-12-01T10:52:00.000-06:00

Thanksgiving was wonderful (as it normally is!) I was able to eat most (if not all) of the food I was looking forward to! I am thankful!

I also had a birthday on Saturday the 25th. Another year older, I am thankful for the life God has given me! I am still looking for greater and better things in my future than have been in my past!

So last night it snowed! It's great packing snow too!! Time to get out the sledding gear. Get out the gloves to make the perfect snowballs (I can't throw very well but I like to try!) Time to build snow forts and go ice skating! Well, maybe not the snow forts but I am going to try to do all the other before the season is out! I actually sound like I ENJOY the cold! Maybe only for a little bit...did I REALLY say that!! Ugh..."playing" in th snow and cold is fun for about 30min to 1 hour than there needs to be a change.

Driving in the snow is another thing...I guess I am used to it so I don't really mind it but, it can be treachous. This morning I saw 7 cars in the ditch or off the road. One of them spinned out right in front of me. Thankfully I was far enough away to slow down and watch it without being in danger. It started sliding and hit the guard rail it slid back onto the highway and was able to pull to the side of the road...thank God for His mercy! No other cars were in its path. It rained freezing rain before it snowed so it was slippery...and the visability was bad too. Ahhh...winter in Chicago!

Interesting...

2006-11-20T21:45:00.000-06:00

You Are 2: The Helper

You always put on a happy face and try to help those around you.

You're incredibly empathetic and care about everyone you know.

Able to see the good in others, you're thoughtful, warm, and sincere.

You connect with people who are charming and charismatic.

What Number Are You?

Thanksgiving!!

2006-11-17T14:25:00.000-06:00

I think Thanksgiving is one of my favorite holidays. I like the food and being around family and friends! It can be such a lovely holiday! We were talking yesterday about all the food that comes with Thanksgiving...yumm!

Macaroni & Cheese - one of my favorites
Yams or Sweet Potatoes
Sweet potato Pie
Greens
Cranberry Sauce - canned is better than fresh, in my opinion
Mashed Potatoes and Gravy
Green Beans
Soy Meatloaf - I usually treat myself on this holiday
Hot buttered rolls
Stuffing
Desserts and more desserts...

Did I miss anything?

I guess some people look forward to the Turkey...but I've NEVER had it...I am a vegetarian...so I look forward to all the sides!

So this year, LW, I'll be down in MS. I am excited about that. Less than a week now!

Psalms 23

2006-11-10T15:27:00.000-06:00

Ps. 23:3 - He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake.

That scripture has been a blessing to me recently, I just wanted to share!

Just think...God leads me in paths of righteousness for HIS name's sake!! Thank God!

Gas Station

2006-11-07T19:53:00.000-06:00

When I was getting gas (at Shell) today after work I noticed something I've never seen before. TVs at each pump to view while you wait for your gas!

Of course this is something like they have in Walmart or other stores at the checkout area, closed circuit especially for those at the retail location. So this "TV" knew when I started to pump my gas and started "special programming" it was funny...they probably have it other places but it was definately new to me!

November 7th

2006-11-07T16:46:00.000-06:00

I am not much into politics overall...but I do believe in VOTING! SO...I would like to encourage everyone of legal age to GO OUT AND VOTE!!!

Do research for your area and make an informed decision. Most importantly take God in that booth with you! For those in the Chicagoland area, I found this site to be helpful http://www8.vgt2004.org/a-wbbm/

I am sure there are better/other sites but this was a start for me.

Nothing much

2006-11-02T12:25:00.000-06:00

So life continues to go on, praise God!

A couple weeks ago I tried to do the celebrity match with one of my pictures...why was the ONLY celebrity that came up - Oprah Winfrey. I think I look nothing like her...

More about Jesus

2006-10-30T18:33:00.000-06:00

More about Jesus let me learn, more of HIS HOLY WILL DISCERN, SPIRIT OF GOD MY TEACHER BE, showing the things of Christ to me. More About Jesus - Hymnal p.395

just thought I'd share...

Pray for the Middle East

2006-10-26T23:27:00.000-05:00

So I ate before I went to bed (again) last night and had a very bad dream.

I dreamt that we were traveling on the highway toward a particular city (I don't really know where) and while we were traveling, we saw it being bombed so we turned around to go back to the town we left.

We saw a bridge we had just left being blown up. It was frightening. We kept on traveling and continued to see the different areas (mall, train station, downtown, etc.) of this town being bombed. At the end we were trying to find family to warn them of the impending bombs and to take them to safety (where that was I did not know). They weren't moving quick enough and we knew a bomb was coming and it did. In the dream I knew it was a dream and was glad to wake myself up.

I was so very glad that that was not something I must face on a daily basis. But then I started to think of the middle east and how that is something they wake up and go to sleep to everyday.

No doubt there is a 25 year old woman, trying to live a "normal" life but this is a nightmare she must face everyday! I know that they have had much unrest over there for many years but I guess I was thinking how much we have to be thankful for in America AND how much I really need to pray for them there in the middle east. No matter how "normal" it may be for them, for a sinner to be faced with so much life and death uncertainty cannot be peaceful. God show mercy!!!

We must pray, about the terrible catastrophes we face, men who are our leaders of today. We pray the fear of God won't go away (though it is leaving). We've got babies having babies, men who act like ladies it's a shame,...(can't remember the rest of the song)

More Pictures

2006-10-16T22:34:00.000-05:00

Mother & Daughter

Lelia, Marquita & Eriel

The Brothers

Kelia & Lisa

Lisa & Kiwanda

Lelia & Kelia

Lana Girl

Goodbye -- we wern't actually leaving (we were going to fellowship) but it looks cool none the less.

Bloomington Trip

2006-10-11T22:11:00.000-05:00

It was great! We had a wonderful time! We were really glad to see Dana and I think Dana was really glad to see us all!! We love you DANA, always stay saved!!! Here are pictures from it!

Clare, Kiwanda, Dana

The LADIES

Encouragin' Each Other

Posing

Liz's Place

Perception - Think About it...

Promise 222

I am living the best years of my life

Where We're Going...

PRESIDENT ELECT

In the midst of my storm...

Yes We Can!!

Two Weeks...

Just a Thought...

Life Lived

No Pain!!!

Wisdom Teeth

Youth Jubilee 2008

Funeral

Fiery Darts

Reformation Glory - COG Hymnal p.421

Don't Give In

The Love of God...

On Faith

You Know It's Cold Outside when...

We Must Pray

Have I really done that?!?

Check it Out!

Another Year...Thank God

Poem

Yet Saved and Encouraged...

Sunday...

Jena 6

No words Necessary

Hmm....

Mediocrity

Check it out!!

Great Story/Song...

Thoughts...

Birthday Pictures

My Sister's 30th Birthday!

Only God could do it!

Nyah's Prayer

I saw, I saw...

Campmeeting 2007

Not much to say...

Fighting Song

That's why we must fight...

Strengthen your heart---

My God You Know!

God is working - Elmira, NY

Courage

Did it again!

I forgot...but I am going to do it anyway!

I Surrender All - Clay Crosse

Labor Day...

Thankful

the will of God...

30 day Challenge

Think about it...

Birthdays

Blessing

SPOILED?

Quotes

Life!

Interesting...

JUNE 4TH - HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD!!

Witnessing!!

Recommended Reading

Life & Mother's Day

It's A Small World After All...

LIFE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LISA!!

Laughter...

Family in History

Heat Wave...

Cooold!!

Happy Birthday Trese!

Go Bears!!

CONGRATULATIONS CLARE BEAR!!

Birthday Shouts - 4

Birthday Shouts - 3

Birthday Shouts - 2

Birthday Shouts - 1